memoirs of an ex

yesterday, i was at work. overtime.

pagkauwi ko, cbi nung kasambahay namin, may tumawag daw sakin. c ***** daw. dalawa lng ang kilala kong ganun ang pangalan. c ex. at c buddy.

since me and buddy are not in good terms since friday night. i thought it was him. i texted him nung gabi while i was out. i asked him if he called. he said no.

that leaves ex to be the potential caller.

parang nananadya ata ang tadhana. yung isa sa mga kaibgan ko na kasama ko dat nyt was waiting for her sister, kasi may party daw sa t.morato. since d cya familiar sa lugar, she asked him if this certain resto existed along that area. guess wat. sympre pangalan nnmn ni ex yung name nung resto.

that night din, my other friend asked me if i can bring him home. i did. ang bahay nya malapit sa bahay ni ex. nadaanan ko yung:
1. yellow cab, where we first met.
2. avenetto, ang fav resto ni ex.
3. ang place kung san cya nagwork dati.
4. bank, where i use to fetch him.
5. syempre nadaanan dn nmn ang small mall na kung san kami lumabas at namili ng cd dati.
6. ang figaro kung san kami nag coffee.
7. yung gym kung san cya nagwowork out.

on the way home, nadaanan ko naman
1. ang starbucks n favorite namin tambayan.
2. at syempre ang SM na kung saan kami unang lumabas.

habang asa kotse kami ng barkada ko, naiiyak n tlga ako. hindi ko lng pinahalata. dyahe, lalaki un. at baka mag usisa pa. madrama pero halos umiiyak na ako on the way home.

today, nadaanan ko ang mccafe kung san kami nagexhange ng christmas gifts nung christmas of 2005.

at parang sadyang nananadya ang tadhana. yung caller id namin, walang battery, i had no idea who really called up yesterday. today i tried changing the batteries. at first i was scanning the numbers na. then, biglang nawala. inadjust ko yung batteries. nagreset ang caller id. wala na.

kebs nalang. ayoko na umasa sa wala.

cbi nga ni DN, "kung di ukol, hindi bubukol".