memoirs of an ex

yesterday, i was at work. overtime.

pagkauwi ko, cbi nung kasambahay namin, may tumawag daw sakin. c ***** daw. dalawa lng ang kilala kong ganun ang pangalan. c ex. at c buddy.

since me and buddy are not in good terms since friday night. i thought it was him. i texted him nung gabi while i was out. i asked him if he called. he said no.

that leaves ex to be the potential caller.

parang nananadya ata ang tadhana. yung isa sa mga kaibgan ko na kasama ko dat nyt was waiting for her sister, kasi may party daw sa t.morato. since d cya familiar sa lugar, she asked him if this certain resto existed along that area. guess wat. sympre pangalan nnmn ni ex yung name nung resto.

that night din, my other friend asked me if i can bring him home. i did. ang bahay nya malapit sa bahay ni ex. nadaanan ko yung:
1. yellow cab, where we first met.
2. avenetto, ang fav resto ni ex.
3. ang place kung san cya nagwork dati.
4. bank, where i use to fetch him.
5. syempre nadaanan dn nmn ang small mall na kung san kami lumabas at namili ng cd dati.
6. ang figaro kung san kami nag coffee.
7. yung gym kung san cya nagwowork out.

on the way home, nadaanan ko naman
1. ang starbucks n favorite namin tambayan.
2. at syempre ang SM na kung saan kami unang lumabas.

habang asa kotse kami ng barkada ko, naiiyak n tlga ako. hindi ko lng pinahalata. dyahe, lalaki un. at baka mag usisa pa. madrama pero halos umiiyak na ako on the way home.

today, nadaanan ko ang mccafe kung san kami nagexhange ng christmas gifts nung christmas of 2005.

at parang sadyang nananadya ang tadhana. yung caller id namin, walang battery, i had no idea who really called up yesterday. today i tried changing the batteries. at first i was scanning the numbers na. then, biglang nawala. inadjust ko yung batteries. nagreset ang caller id. wala na.

kebs nalang. ayoko na umasa sa wala.

cbi nga ni DN, "kung di ukol, hindi bubukol".

back

im back.

been busy with a lot of things... new phone, holy week, cough, varicosity of something in my nose, blood, xray, hospital, problems, work problems, etc..

was happy the other day, because i'm expecting an increase in my compensation after one year of working... in hoping for a 50% increase... but im expecting just 10% or maybe just 5. hope for the best. expect the worst.

the other day at work, i was sitting beside one of my office mate's son. adorable as in. bulol pa, kaya ang sarap kausap (tipong baby talk). "ang tosyal" wahahahaha. fun that i got to take care of him the whole day pero parang naisip ko nanaman na gusto ko na magka anak. pero kamusta nmn, wala ngang girlfriend, pano magkakaanak db?! at isa malaking kamusta ka naman, dahil plu nga ang lolo nyo.

yun na nga, pumasok sa isip ko ang magkaanak, at syempre pumasok din sa isip ko kung kanino, wahahahaha! syempre dapat asa level nila jenna jameson, paris hilton, lindsay lohan, devin ng seancody (ay wait, bat nasama ito dito? whahahaa parang mali ata... ) ah basta un, so nag iisip nga ako, at syempre naalala ko yung isang kalendaryong talaga namang mdyo nakaka L. kaya pinuslit ko ang pagkuha ng mga litrato na to... syempre sa mga pagkakataong ito n lng nabubuhay ang pagka straight ko...




























yun lang. sensya na bastos.. =) minsan lang yan.